This is the kind of book/review/subject that warrants a 100 1000 disclaimers, but I am going to offer none. Mostly because I don’t even know where to begin with the disclaimers on this one. What do I even say? Especially when I am so conflicted on how I feel about the assassination, which is at the core of this book.
So here’s what I’ll do – I’ll just share my own thoughts on the book & leave it to you guys to decide whether or not to read this one. However, just to be clear, at-least on that front, my recommendation is clear: read this book.
Not because it’s pro or against anyone or any ideology. And certainly not because I condone Godse’s act (because I don’t, that’s the root cause of my internal conflict).
Read this book because it will give you insight into the mind of the man who killed Gandhi, his thought process & his reasons. Especially read it, because it highlights a side of Indian history that has been intentionally erased from textbooks, all to promote the brand & idea of Gandhi.
Which truth be told, is not all propaganda. Because Gandhi did do some truly great work, if nothing else, then he must be applauded for sustaining a mass movement for freedom and standing up for a lot of noble values.
But then again to highlight only one side of the man & his movement while disregarding the other, is to settle for a half truth instead of the complete history, which is not that straightforward, but complicated, messy and downright unpleasant.
And that’s why I say read this book, use your judgement & make up your own mind on how you feel about the book, the man (both the men in-fact) & the assassination. But do read it.
Now that that’s out of the way, here are my unfiltered, unedited thoughts on this book, where I share with you guys what the book is about, why I chose to read it, how it made me feel, and if I believe that the ideologies that led to the assassination are still relevant to modern day India, and what we can and should do about it.
Again, all of it is just my opinion, and I will totally understand if you disagree. All I ask is that if you feel compelled to share your dissent, do so in a respectful manner. Hopefully that’s not a lot to ask? 🙂
On that note, here goes..
What is this Book About?
This “book” contains only one thing: the final statement made in court by Nathuram Godse, when he was on trial for killing Gandhi. So I know calling it a book is debatable, especially because it’s only about 10 pages long, and essentially only really a court statement.
But let that not discredit the value that this book holds, the opinions expressed in here, and the insight into the mind of the assassin who killed Gandhi.
Also note: there are many other versions of this same book / subject that go into detailed analysis of Godse’s thought process & actions, debating pros, cons etc. But to be honest, I wasn’t interested in any of those. Because in such cases, it becomes difficult to separate (left wing / right wing) politics and propaganda from facts.
All I wanted was to read Godse’s reasoning in his own words, and that’s exactly what this book delivered.
However if you are interested in different versions, you might want to check out this one – written by Nathuram Godse’s brother – Gopal Godse.
In this other book, Gopal Godse narrates his accounts of all the events and takes the readers through the day of assassination till the day Nathuram Godse was hanged. He also puts forward crucial accounts of public and political opinions and reactions which were stirred up by the assassination itself and also by Nathuram Godse’s official statement to court.
But anyway, let’s come back to this book that I read..
Why I Killed Gandhi – My Thoughts:
Before I Read The Book
So before I even get into my thoughts on this book, let me share how much I knew about this particular incident before I read Godse’s court statement. Spoiler alert: Not much.
Now don’t get me wrong, I had in-fact read a lot on Gandhi, both for and against the man & his ideology, but next to nothing on Godse’s reasons to kill him.
Partly because books like this one, were until recently, banned in India. But mostly (and truthfully) because I had accepted the Congress propaganda on this, much before I knew the meaning of the word propaganda.
Because it provided a simple explanation. Because it gave me the truth I wanted to believe.
- That Gandhi was a truly great man, who freed the country from British Rule through non-violence.
- And Godse was a man who truly admired Gandhi, but had to kill him because of ideological differences.
But from what I’ve read and understood of Godse’s court statement now, both the above statements are only partly true. And what’s missing is critical for context & holistic understanding of the situation.
These quotes from the book are a more clear reflection of Godse’s POV –
“Gandhi had done very good in South Africa to uphold the rights and well-being of the Indian community there. But when he finally returned to India he developed a subjective mentality under which he alone was to be the final judge of what was right or wrong. If the country wanted his leadership, it had to accept his infallibility; if it did not, he would stand aloof from the Congress and carry on his own way.
He alone was the Judge of everyone and every thing; he was the master brain guiding the civil disobedience movement; no other could know the technique of that movement. He alone knew when to begin and when to withdraw it. The movement might succeed or fail, it might bring untold disaster and political reverses but that could make no difference to the Mahatma’s infallibility. ‘A Satyagrahi can never fail’ was his formula for declaring his own infallibility and nobody except himself knew what a Satyagrahi is. Thus, the Mahatma became the judge and jury in his own cause. These childish insanities and obstinacies, coupled with a most severe austerity of life, ceaseless work and lofty character made Gandhi formidable and irresistible.”
Why I Chose To Read It Now
I have been keenly following Indian politics from the past 15 years, even though I am only vocal on major issues, and that too mostly during general elections.
And during this time I have also taken an active interest in reading about Indian history, because I have realized that a lot of the country’s challenges, and even narratives are rooted in the past. So it is important to understand and review history before one can fully grasp the current reality.
Now in an ideal world, this history will be factual recording of events. But in the real world, no such thing exists. So I settled for reading several differing view points from the left, right & everyone in between. Pun totally intended.
And so in a way reading and understanding Godse’s POV was just a part of the course I was already on. But I have to say that my curiosity was further stoked, when I read a statement issued by one of the judges who ruled over Godse’s trial. Shared here –
“I have, however, no doubt that had the audience of that day been constituted into a jury and entrusted with the task of deciding Godse’s appeal, they would have brought a verdict of ‘not Guilty’ by an overwhelming majority.”
This was an interesting statement given by the judge, and probably true. But as far as I was concerned, I was skeptical that Godse’s speech would influence / change my mind, because for me nothing justifies murder, doesn’t matter how eloquent the assassin is. However, I’ve to say that the judges declaration did make me very curious.
And while I still maintain my original stand on the issue; after reading Godse’s appeal, I can say I finally understand at-least a little of what the judge meant by his statement.
The Underlying Ideas
Idealism v/s Extremism
A lot of people (even today) stand for different ideals, and many are willing to fight for their beliefs.
This ‘fight’ can take different forms, from armchair activism to raising your voice in social forums (online or offline) to social/political activism on the ground. All of which I find acceptable. Because dissent in a democracy is important to keep it vibrant and thriving.
But murder is not a tool of dissent. Maybe ages ago it was a survival thing, when people resorted to brute force to win & rule over their territories / kingdoms, and stifle opposition. But violent extremism has no place in a democracy.
And there are no two ways about the fact that this assassination was the result of an extremist ideology. But like most things, looking at it only from this one lens would be wrong.
There is the extremism & there is the ideology that drove the man to extremist violence. It’s important to understand both those things to understand the act.
Godse saw India as a Hindu nation and Muslims as infiltrators. I personally don’t see India as a Hindu only nation. It is surely the Hindu heartland, but it has always been home to different religious beliefs, or at-least from a long, long time now, which is why I feel comfortable using the word ‘always’, even if that might not be technically / factually correct. Just.. roll with me here, okay?
But be that as it may, he got driven to violence when he saw that Hindus were getting persecuted in their own country, to suit the political will of a few.
And on this account at-least, his aggravation was valid. Because Gandhi was pretty openly biased and all his social experiments and dharna dramatics were at the cost of Hindus. Which was unfair & wrong on many levels.
And it was this ideology of religious bias and political convenience that gave birth to the Godse brand of extremism.
Once again, nothing justifies murder, but understanding what led to the crime, is as important as knowing of the crime.
Because otherwise like Winston Churchill said – Those who fail to learn from history, are condemned to repeat it.
Opposition v/s Murder
Speaking of this particular court statement, this was essentially Godse stating his case against Gandhi.
And if only this was a speech / document titled ‘Why I Oppose Gandhi’, I would have rated it a 10/10. Because as far as arguments go, this was a well argued one. One that exposed the dark side of a man who is widely celebrated across the country, and even internationally.
But since this speech / statement was not about ‘Why I Oppose Gandhi’ but instead about ‘Why I Killed Gandhi’, the reasons, even though sound and valid on some levels, fall flat. Because you cannot, should not, take law in your own hands. Period.
That is of-course my opinion, and some might disagree, because we all have a unique moral compass that determines what the right thing to do in any situation is.
So what’s wrong for me, might be right in your eyes, and vice versa. Either way, Godse seemed very self aware and was convinced of his moral high ground until the very end, so much so that he had no regrets, and seemed completely certain of having done the right thing for his noble ideal, as you can see from the quoted statements below –
“Briefly speaking, I thought to myself and foresaw I shall be totally ruined, and the only thing I could expect from the people would be nothing but hatred and that I shall have lost all my honour, even more valuable than my life, if I were to kill Gandhiji.
But at the same time I felt that the Indian politics in the absence of Gandhiji would surely be proved practical, able to retaliate, and would be powerful with armed forces.
No doubt, my own future would be totally ruined, but the nation would be saved from the inroads of Pakistan.
People may even call me and dub me as devoid of any sense or foolish, but the nation would be free to follow the course founded on the reason which I consider to be necessary for sound nation-building.
After having fully considered the question, I took the final decision in the matter, but I did not speak about it to anyone whatsoever. I took courage in both my hands and I did fire the shots at Gandhiji on 30th January 1948, on the prayer-grounds of Birla House.
I do say that my shots were fired at the person whose policy and action had brought rack and ruin and destruction to millions of Hindus. There was no legal machinery by which such an offender could be brought to book and for this reason I fired those fatal shots.
[..]
I now stand before the court to accept the full share of my responsibility for what I’ve done and the judge would, of course, pass against me such orders of sentence as may be considered proper. But I would like to add that I do not desire any mercy, nor do I wish that anyone else should beg for mercy on my behalf.
My conviction about the moral side of my action has not been shaken even by criticism leveled against it on all sides. I have no doubt that honest writers of history will weigh my act and find the true value thereof someday in the future.”
Has the Noble Ideal Been Reached?
I know many others, like him, believe his motive was noble, which it might be, but once again I’ve to reiterate, nothing, not even noble ideals, justify taking law in one’s hand to deliver their ideal of justice. Nothing.
But be that as it may, I have to admit that I too wonder if his intended noble ideal was achieved? Because, sure, Gandhi is dead. But even after 7 decades of independence, Congress is still very much a hot mess of dynastic politics.
Different family, same name, same old feudalistic tendencies. So much so that a quote from Godse’s statement regarding Gandhi, is still true of how the Congress party & leadership operate even today.
“Many people thought that his politics were irrational but they had to either withdraw from the Congress or place their intelligence at his feet to do with as he liked.”
So one could say that nothing’s changed, it’s the same old evil in a new package. But to be fair, no one knows what would have happened had Gandhi lived.
Would it have been much worse under the unfair, sometimes unreasonable ways of a leader who thought himself to be infallible? Or would the people have seen through his biased modus operandi and rejected his leadership?
Either way, killing the man was NOT the solution. Opposing him was. It might not have had the desired result, and yes, could very possibly have been a futile exercise, but I firmly believe that while we are in the pursuit of any goal/ideal, the means are almost as important, if not more important, than the end.
Final Thoughts
As things stand today, these men might be dead, but their ideology is not. In that sense both Gandhi and Godse are still very much alive in India today.
And it’s this ideological battle that is playing right into Pakistan’s stated objective of bleeding India with a 1000 cuts, propagating extreme vigilantism on both sides, and shredding the socio-cultural fibre of the country.
But I believe all is not lost. Not when a country is 1.3 billion strong. Not if the citizens do their best to understand issues & challenges, and the country’s history instead of falling for the popular narrative trending on Twitter.
And I feel one way to do that is to read, review history from all angles, all perspectives. From the narratives that are published in school textbooks to the ones that are banned.
And Godse’s court statement is a great place to start.
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That’s all from my end, folks. I’d love to hear from you guys. Have any of you read this book? What did you think of it? If you haven’t yet read it, do you intend to pick it up sometime? Do share!
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alannahmedina
This is one book/episode which is exceptionally disputable and all the more so as purposeful publicity has been utilized to give it another personality. You firmly put it as being adjusted by Congress and mush of it eradicated from course books. I also accepted what I read and was told about this occurrence.
The opposite side is helpfully covered up and it’s since we have begun addressing such a large number of things that maybe something like Thisbe comes out.
Appears this book had an extremely profound reverberation with you Shaan, your audit mirrors that.
Shanaya Tales
Every story has two sides. Though some sides are hidden in main stream media, because of different political agendas, for a true understanding of the situation, it’s important to atleast make an attempt to hear both sides.
Thanks for taking the time to read and comment.
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Anshu Bhojnagarwala
I have not personally read this book but was told about it by my father who is against congress and gandhiji. So I always thought his judgment is colored by his biases. But having read about gandhi and snippets about his life and character, I feel there is a strong reason for someone to kill a public figure like gandhi. And Godse had it. He thought he was doing in thr interest of thr nation. He was not wrong in his ideology and maybe if alive gandhi woukd have done more damage, but to kill someone for it, I am not sure.
Shanaya Tales
Exactly. That’s the bone of contention here. I see Godse’s point. I believe he did it because he felt it was in the nation’s larger interest. And maybe had Gandhi lived, he would have caused more irreversible damage.
But (and this is a big BUT) murder is no solution for anything. If everyone took up arms for the causes they believed in, where would that leave us as a society? :/
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Ramya
Shantala… The post has dig deeper into my own curiosity and am definitely buying it right away. Will get back with my thoughts on it on my blog. ?
Shanaya Tales
I look forward to it!
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Kaddu
Hey, so this wasn’t opening up that day through my cell phone… don’t know why.
Anyway…
Hats off to you, first of all, for taking the time to write such a long review for just 10 pages! Shows how strongly this “book” has affected you emotionally.
My Dad has a different theory. He says he read somewhere long ago that Gandhi was just another Dr. Manmohan Singh, a puppet (so-to-say) in the hands of J L Nehru. He says Nehru and Jinnah were rivals since college, and that Pakistan was created only to satisfy the personal egos of both these leaders. Because neither of them was ready to accept the other one as his PM.
Well, so many speculations and theories. But we’ll never really know what actually happened back then, will we?
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Jayanthy Govindarajan
I am mesmerized by your review. Firstly, I am surprised that I have read this entire post in one sitting because of the debatable subject in hand. I love your posts mainly for the details it covers. This is a subject that I have always considered when I try to pick Gandhi’s autobiography. Somehow, I couldn’t read it fully because no one is a saint. I have noticed the stubbornness of Gandhi in the movie by the actor Ben Kingsley. I used to wonder why is someone whose interests are in peace of the nation have so much expectations from others.
I am yet to pick this book, but I will definitely read it soon. My experiments with Truth was undeniably good, because it talks of lesser faults and smaller truths. I am not saying Godse is a saint either, but I appreciate the fact that he knew what he was doing, even though it spoiled his life(he knew that as well). Somewhere I feel he thought better for the nation than others then, because peace was in the minds of the people, but not in the minds of the leaders back then. Undeniably it was power than peace that makes politics a wicked subject to consider.
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Rachna
That was a very detailed review, Shantala. Like you I have been questioning a lot of details in history that have been glossed over. We all know what we studied in school. I’ve also been curious to read more about both Gandhi and Nehru. They’re is a wonderful documrntary about Partition of India on Discovery. Do watch it. This review makes me very curious and I would love to read this book. Of course, killing someone is never the solution. The quotes you shared are so spot – on even for today. Thanks for this review.
Obsessivemom
What a well-balanced review Shantala! I have been reading about Gandhi and have come a long way from idolising him. He was definitely a stubborn man who firmly believed this his way was the only way. That was one of the major reasons why Jinnah parted ways with him and Pakistan was born. He had differences of opinion with almost all other leaders including people like Bhagat Singh and Subhash Chandra Bose. That said, he must certainly have had some kind of power, charisma maybe, to be able to move the masses. For that he has to be applauded.
And I agree whole heartedly that murder is no solution to anything at all. In fact most terrorists are motivated by the thought that they are killing people towards some lofty goal. I would perhaps have put Godse in that same category but now I will read the book before doing so.
PS: You’re bad for my no-book-buying resolve. The Kiss Quotient is already in my kindle and now this!
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Shanaya Tales
I understand where you are coming from. I personally had put Godse in the same category too. Because it *was* an extremist kind of step, taken in the belief that he was doing the country a world of good.
But after reading the book, I am kinda conflicted on what/how I feel about him. The one thing I am certain of is, murder was still not the solution. It never is.
P.S. Glad you took the plunge with The Kiss Quotient. You’ll not regret it. 😀
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Ruchi Singh
I had always wondered about Godse’s motivation to take such an extreme step.
Wonderful insightful review. I’m definitely going to pick this one soon.
Shanaya Tales
Glad you liked it, Ruchi. I’d love to know what you thought of the book too.
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Shalzmojo
This is one book/incident which is highly controversial and more so as propaganda has been used to give it a new identity. You tightly put it as being altered by Congress and mush of it erased from textbooks. I too believed what I read and wa told about this incident.
The other side is conveniently hidden and it’s now that we have started questioning so many things that perhaps something like Thisbe comes out.
Seems this book had a very deep resonance with you Shaan, your review reflects that.
Shanaya Tales
It has, Shalz. Though I have to admit that it wasn’t easy to read this book. Partly because it went against everything I believed to be true for a long time (though I had my doubts over time), but mostly because I did not agree with the outcome of the reasoning.
Like I said, even though his reasons were valid, they might have made a great case for opposition, but nothing justifies murder.
Anyway, it was good to understand the other side of history too.
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Vinodini
Quite an interesting perspective, Shantala. My dad always maintains that had India gone as per Sardar Patel’s principles it would have been very different from what it is now, after what Gandhi and Nehru have both done to it. I have read a few bits and pieces about Gandhi’s extremities but had never come across Godse’s side of the story. This definitely has spurred my curiosity now. I might pick up the book and read it. Thanks for sharing.
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Shanaya Tales
Glad you liked it, Vinodini. And yes, I agree with your dad’s POV. In-fact had they even followed Sardar Patel’s approach for Kashmir, we would have avoided the current hot mess of a legacy. But what’s done is done, I guess.
The only thing we can do now, is read and learn from history, after analysing all perspectives, and trusting our conscience to figure out truth from lies, right from wrong. So that we leave a much better country for the future generations.
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